Advice Please!!!

I have had a few weeks with no blog, sorry about that its just been hard now that Aja will not let me put her down at all and she also won't sleep like she use to. I think she is putting herself on a schedule where she is awake during the day and asleep at night. I just have to find times when I can get things done with her awake. Like shower for instance, I have no idea when to get that in with her awake. All you moms can you give me some advice with stuff like that. She is also eating a ton more which has me concerned with going back to work and breatfeeding. I have no stored anything because all the milk I have pumped gets used and she drinks all my milk anyway during the day. So, I have no idea what I am doing there. She is a great baby either way. Those were the things i had questions about. Please give me some advice. Thanks.

Life of a new Mommy

So, now my blog is starting to become about my cute little girl. I hope that you all don't mind. I just love her in everyway possible. She makes my morning when we wake up all the way up to to when we go to bed. She for sure keeps me busy between nursing, changing, and just plain old cuddling she keeps me moving. She is now going to be a month on Monday and I can not believe it. Its going by so fast, I have to go back to work in about 2 weeks and I am dreading it already. I am stressed because I can not find someone to watch her that I trust and all the grandparents either have jobs or are recovering from surgeries and all that. So, yeah I will have to search my heart out for a good one that is flexible also. I hate that I have to leave her goodness I know keep saying that, but its true. With all the good there is bad also, she is a pooping and peeing machine. She does it all the time and most often on me. LOL! So, now on top of all the other stuff that makes my day busy I add laundry to that. EVERYDAY!!!! Its all good because I love her and there is nothing that she can do that would make me mad or love her any less. I will get some more pics on here for sure I just don't have the camera that has them all. :)

Cherish Life

OK, I know this is two in one week but I just wanted to say that I am grateful for what I have. I am grateful for my little girl who was born healthy and perfect in every way. I am also grateful for my husband who is there for me and Aja everyday whether he is home or not. When he is not home he is working and going to school for us so we can have even better lives. When he is home he is willing to help with whatever didn't get done that day. He is great guy and I don't I could have asked for a better husband or father.

I am writing all this because I just found out that one of my best friends aunts went into labor and through all that struggle she ended up losing her baby. That was one of my worst fears was I go through all this pregnancy and in labor and delivery I lose her. I am grateful that didn't but it makes me feel very sad inside that this lady will never get to hold her baby and watch her sleep like I can. It makes me feel like i need to cherish every moment and make sure that I am doing everything in my power to protect and love this little girl and to make sure she knows she is always loved. Here are some words from the mother. I will end with this.

Whitney Butler Hawkins: Today our sweet baby boy, Maximus Kyle Hawkins was delivered after 3 days of laboring and finally came after an emergency c-section. 9 lbs 10 oz, 20 inches long. Our precious Max was too perfect for this world and returned to his Heavenly Father. We love and miss him dearly but know he is in a better place watching over us as our angel. We love you, Maximus! You will be in our hearts always...